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title: Nightnightnight
date: Saturday, August 29, 2009
time:9:57 AM
Heyya my lovely blogzzyy i still watching tv right now,for about 3 days i have insomnia and idkw i have this insomnia -,- ,from yesterday till today i have freaky chat with Andhika Muhammad Rizky he just made twitter account today because i told him so hahaha than me and dhika are 'bales balesan' twitter but it took a long time for him to reply fufu and i'm off from twitter and msn after that i went to aksara and buy a book,talk about it later hehehe hmmm idk what i'm goin to write i think for now this is enough soo bye blogzzyy

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title: just sharing
date: Monday, August 24, 2009
time:11:23 PM
so hmmm i don't really know what i'm going to post but i found something intresting,yesterday i was twittering and my friend (chanty) said there is a qiuz that the result are very accurate,my friend gita also alredy try this quiz and for her this quiz match her self sooooo i try this quiz like 10 minutes ago and i think the result match me too but i don't really think so,hmmm just let you judge this is the result..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

that is the result maybe same with me maybe not hahaha i just wanna post about that byeeee

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title: crush
date: Saturday, August 22, 2009
time:10:30 PM
heeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy blogzyy i just want to tell you about my new crush it is JUSTINBIEBERwehehehehe this is the picture of him

look at him,he's look sooooooo cute he got that beautiful voice he can play drum guitar piano and he also can dance gosh how talented is he? i love when he sing one time acoustic and when he sing "where are you now" with piano.he just two year older than me he's 15 and i'm 13 hahahaha *rofl* and i don't know why i just love him.But for me JUSTIN BIEBER is just for fun. my real love is of course my lovely TAYLOR DANIEL LAUTNER :D he was so handsome and you have to see his abs goshhhhh he just soooooooooooooooooooo handsome and i think he is *kissable* :x hahahahahaha.this is his picture

cool isn't it?

honestly i have manymanymanymany picture of my boyf TAYLOR DANIEL LAUTNER but i'm toooooooooo lazy to upload the picture hahahahahahaha

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title: shared
date: Friday, August 21, 2009
time:9:07 PM
heyya i just wanna tell you about my freakylittledumbass life ok let's get it started shall we?
my friend ayu was celebrating her birthday on thursday not that celebrating,just with faker,she was "di ceplokin" you know lah ya it was fuuuuuuuuuun she smell like egg veryveryvery "amis" eww hummmmm and did ya know?we already made plan from wednesday,the plan is we compete against ayu we said that she tell to everyone the secret of faker hahahahahahaha lol very funny she cry like 3 times i think we saperate faker into 2 group the angel and the devil,the angel is gita kojeng amel siti the devil is me shinta syifa and chanty,the devil is who angry with ayu and the angel is who protect ayu from the devil (or whatever),when we said "happy bhirtday ayu"she was crying and we hug her and said "sorry" then we gift the present that we bought on wednesday it was a very cute mr teddy we name it homcekbrek mmk ayucang hahahahahaha,fyi on thursday my mom also having her 42 or 43 birthday(i really forgot) no one at my family said happy bithday to her(poooooooooor mommy)until night my mommy's face already flip into 17 part hahahahaha just kidding and when my daddy arrived at home and finished take a bath we sang happy birthday and gave present to my lovely mommy and ofcourse she was suprise.
Yesterday i went to teraskota because shinta ask me to come,ayu text me and ask did i go to teraskota i said yes so we made plan,the plan is i went to salon gita with 'ojek' and i wait for ayu and then we went to school together and went to teraskota with selley but then my mommy said "why don't you come with me" and i said ok but my mommy still not taking bath yet -,- sooooooooooooooooooooo i wait for her finnaly i went to salon gita with my mom and my sis bro ayu is already there from i don't know maybe for 25 minutes and we went to teraskota together we saw selley and we wait for shinta and we met ririiiiiiiiiiiiiiii hahahahahahaaaaw hmmm then we watched the proposal it was so funny *lol* but there was "apung"and i hate it we took afew picture i'll upload later or never i'm so lazy to do that just wait for shinta to do that *rofl* then we went down to first level we meet dhika rangga boma alvin,i almost had heart attact when i saw dhika's hair it was soooooooooooooooo wierdo,watdepak with his hair geez gosh then he went to 3 level i don't know what he doing up there i don't really care and i walked to d'cost with riri and friend when we arrived there d'cost was closed what the hell is goin' on?shit-,- so we went back to teraskota walked ofcourse then i went home with kucang.

fyi i skip alot of things in this posted because i'm lazy to type,you know who i am always lazy all the time BYEEEEEEEEE

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title: what ever
date: Tuesday, August 18, 2009
time:3:28 AM
hai blogzyyyyyyyy today was sooooooooo cisikwe day,first i'm fasting and that is make me wanna die,second ms.atira gave me homework and that homework was fuckin hard,third i realize my friend,A girl have a biiiiiiiiiiiiiig problem about her friend and her crush,this is how the story goes..
my friend A girl had a ex boyfriend his name was A boy, and this A boy had a new girlfriend P girl,they been together for a few month,after that few month they BREAK UP this A boy was no longer love P girl but P girl still love him,idk what was in her mind but that must be something creepy and shellfish,P girl know that A boy love A girl which is her bestfriend,P girl know that A girl also love A boy but she just can take that situation so P girl make her own situation she blame A girl idkw it's just sooooooooooooooooo fuckin sad,that's all about P girl i want to told you about A girl, she was vert kind smart beautifull girl (no doubt i like her,much) she always do everything with thingking about how people will feel if she do that (this one of her character that i HATE!) i can see clearly that she still love A boy very much but she don't want that feel inside her she always said"how about P girl?how about P girl feel about this?P girl will hurt" and another axcuses that i hate she never thing about her own feeling -,- did you realize when P girl and A boy was get along together P girl never thing about how did you feel about her and A boy that's why she don't know that you crying for her and A boy (totally fuckin stupid) fyi A boy and A girl already have same feeling the only problem is P girl yeah i know that makes me "kesel" you know? yayayayaya

Quote of the moment

If you love someone
let it go
If he turn back
he's always yours
If he doesn't
He's never yours


i have message for A girl:

"You already let him go,and finally he turn back so this is the time for you to enjoy your love life with him,never think about P girl's feeling because this is about how you feel"

i have message for P girl too:

"You have to leave your past behind so no one get hurt also yourself,keep moving forward"

i also have message for A boy:

"Stop play with girls,you have to pick one and take care of her,don't be such a jerk"

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title: CISIKWE
date: Monday, August 10, 2009
time:6:14 AM
lu tau gak kenapa jedulnya cisikwe?karena cisikwe itu bisa apa aja artinya jadi lu tafsirkan sendiri terserah lu,jadi hari ini gak seru seru amat pagi pagi baris terus pasam ngomong gak penting hmm soal SPP kalu gak salah terus masuk kelas dan gua lupa bawa rapot(again) udah ampe di ingetin mis neny namirah azhari kan okeh,terus moving ke pai gak seru belajar sujud sujud an apaaaaaaa gt terus fisika wetssssssss gua ama zora lomba ampe kelas 8.1 biar dapet di belakang pada pake turbo gt semua orang terus ngerjain kan awal awal sih gua bisa pas akhir akhir makin susah aja tuh soal ya udahkan gua usaha terus di periksa gt ama bu cici nomer 8 gua capcipcup terus salah cisikwe hmm tapi masih dpt 90 terus matematika ama pak dedis (Y) hmmm pake skuer skuer itu apa gt namanya lupa terus solat gua gak solat tapi,dapet terus bu widi asik dah jadi kan belajar apa sih pertumbuhan gt terus ada yg masa prenatal dan keluarganya terus remaja tentang menstruasi gt anak cewe pada nanya cowo sih diem aja terus mufing ke bu amdai denah gt kan terus pulang terus gua ef terus kan ada temen gua namanya austin dia itu mempunyai gelang hope faith ama love,yg love sudah menjafi milik gua karena dia mengasih ke gua terus maen "pig" terus gua kalah gt ceritanya abis itu pulang terus adek gua ke cendikia jadi emak gua mengikutkan gua sekalian terus sekelas ama shinta ama geri di cendikia abis itu pulang terus ampe rumah mandi ol dll

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title: this is NOT FAKE faker
date: Friday, August 7, 2009
time:4:27 AM
hai blogzeiii aku mau cerita jadi aku punya sepuluh temen,mereka deket bgt sama aku mereka adalahGITA,IRA,SELLY,AMEL,PUTRI,SHINTA,SYIFA,AYU,CHANTY
mereka tuh baiiiiiiik banget sama aku bereka udah aku anggep sodara sendiri gitu,kita tergabung dalam FAKER/KAFIR pas kelas 7 kita deket bgt aku masih inget kalo ada ulangan kita turbo terus kalian pada marah sama aku walaupun gak enak tapi masa sahabatan adem ayem aja iya gak?hehehe terus pas naik ke kelas 8 kita pada separate pada beda kelas gituuuuuuuu terus pada punya temen sendiri belom lagi ada 7 orang yg masuk komuniti gitu kadang kadang aku suka ngerasa gak nyambung aja kalo ngomong tapi gak papa kok mungkin mereka lagi asik berkomuniti ria aku sih biasa aja bestfriend have to let they bestfriend to have fun tapi walaupun mereka rada sedikit lupa kafir aku masih sayang banget bangetan sama mereka semua,kalian tau gak aku pengen banget kita kayak dulu stick together anywhere as kafir,tadi abis aku baca blognya gita aku nangis beneran jadi inget kafir yang dulu ada gita yang gede terus tkut timbangan chanty si pipi tembem ayu yang lucu ira yang heboh tiap liat orang ganteng selley yang cantik shinta yang cantik juga syifa yang jayus amel the cina girl putri yang mukanya gak punya ekspresi aku yang selalu kelebihan ekspresi I REALLY MISS YOU GUYSSSSS aku cuma mau bilang gitu aja blogzeiiiiiiii oh iya aku ada lagu buat kafir

When you feel your hearts guarded,
And you see the breaks starting,
When the clouds are far departed,
U'll be right here with me,

[Darkchild & Brandy]
B rock...
We back..
U'll be right here with me

You'll be right here with me
oh, oh [x16]
You'll be right here with me

[Verse 1]
When your life is going to fast,
off the train tracks
I can slow it down, oh
just when you think your bout to turn back
'Stead you might crash
I'll be your ground, oh

Oh when you feel your hearts guarded,
And you see the brakes started,
And when the clouds above Departed,
You'll be right here with me,
And when your tears are dry from cryin,
And when the worlds turned silent,
So when the clouds above Departed,
You will be right here with me,
Oh oh [Repeat x10]

I will be right here with you
you'll be right here with me

[Verse 2]
When your trapped and there's just no key,
And you can't breathe,
I breathe for you,
The fire's got you down on both knees,
And the walls are closing in but I will,
Break it through,
And when you feel alone,
I'm a be at home,
Whenevers comes and go,
You know I got you,

Oh when you feel your hearts guarded,
And when you see the brakes started,
And when the clouds above Departed,
You'll be right here with me,
(You'll see the sun)
And when your tears are dry from crying, crying,
And when the worlds turned silent...silent,
So when the clouds above Departed,
You will be right here with me,


I will be here right beside you,
Every step you take (yea),
I will be your strength your shelter,
Shield you from the rain,

(oh when you feel),
oh when you feel your hearts guarded,
and when you see the brakes started,
and when the clouds above Departed,
you'll be right here with me (right here),
and when your tears are dry from crying,
and when the worlds turned silent,
so when the clouds above Departed,
you will be right here with me,

I will be right here with you,
You'll be right here with me


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date: Thursday, August 6, 2009
time:8:08 AM
Hallow blogziee lama bgt gua kaga ngepost,udah seabad gt rasanya,tau gak kenapa gua kaga ngeupdate nih blog karena i'm lazy all the time tiap mau buka blog pasti males,terus tadi di sekolaan kaga ada apaapa trus eskul kaga ngapa2in juga ngeliatin org maen bola kaya orang bego oke sekip gak penting pulang maen komputer eh gua bosen ya udah kan gua tinggalin terus masuk kamar dengerin radio tadi sih niatnya bljr tapi pas nyentuh buku langsung mual gua apalagi baca ya udah gak jadi tuh trus si dhika nelfon ya udah ngobrol terus gua nyanyiin salah satu lagu yg td gua nyanyiin di sekolah dia blng suara gua bgs akhirnya gua nyanyiin beberapa lagu kebangsaan gua sama mpey trus pas gua nanya dia lg apa ternyata dia lg ngebuka sesuatu kan ya udah gua jd inget blog gua terancur gua ngepost deh ya udah gt doang terus ada sesuatu yg penting yaitu gua pngn nonton public enemies ama g.i joe ada yg mau barengan?kalo bs beliin tiket buat gua sekalian wakakakaka

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