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title: sad/madness
date: Wednesday, November 18, 2009
time:5:29 AM
hey blogzeey its been a long time do you miss me darl?wohoo im not really miss you i just wanna share my feeling,so my friends join or make im not really sure a sisterhood (is this the best way to say it?)and im not join with them now im kinda upset with them because they like forget about me and im like invisible sometimes i know im not suppose to say this but just wanna share my thought,i really wanna escape from this situation wanna run miles miles away but i cant i have to face it.but i cant,every time i see them i was like 'who they are? i used to know them but now..i dont really think so' its weird very weird,i'll do whatever it takes to make them the way they used to be but i cant.i really really wanna get out from this madness at my mind but i cant i really cant please god take this problem from me i wish i have amnesia for just one day so i cant forget about anything and my mind cant take a rest,i think to much about anything lately,and my head like spinning and i just relax when im sleeping,i know poor me just take my soul,oh i forget i dont have soul anymore do you want to give me once,bring my friends back?anyone?please answer me,haha im crazy wohoo go crazy,i think that enough and i wanna say im sorry.. im sorry about anything im sorry for not being a great friends for you im sorry for not understand you im sorry because i cant forget what we've been through when we was 7th grade im sorry for not letting you to make a new friends and forget me im sorry im so sorry...

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title: idk
date: Thursday, September 10, 2009
time:3:38 AM

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title: Nightnightnight
date: Saturday, August 29, 2009
time:9:57 AM
Heyya my lovely blogzzyy i still watching tv right now,for about 3 days i have insomnia and idkw i have this insomnia -,- ,from yesterday till today i have freaky chat with Andhika Muhammad Rizky he just made twitter account today because i told him so hahaha than me and dhika are 'bales balesan' twitter but it took a long time for him to reply fufu and i'm off from twitter and msn after that i went to aksara and buy a book,talk about it later hehehe hmmm idk what i'm goin to write i think for now this is enough soo bye blogzzyy

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title: just sharing
date: Monday, August 24, 2009
time:11:23 PM
so hmmm i don't really know what i'm going to post but i found something intresting,yesterday i was twittering and my friend (chanty) said there is a qiuz that the result are very accurate,my friend gita also alredy try this quiz and for her this quiz match her self sooooo i try this quiz like 10 minutes ago and i think the result match me too but i don't really think so,hmmm just let you judge this is the result..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

that is the result maybe same with me maybe not hahaha i just wanna post about that byeeee

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title: crush
date: Saturday, August 22, 2009
time:10:30 PM
heeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy blogzyy i just want to tell you about my new crush it is JUSTINBIEBERwehehehehe this is the picture of him

look at him,he's look sooooooo cute he got that beautiful voice he can play drum guitar piano and he also can dance gosh how talented is he? i love when he sing one time acoustic and when he sing "where are you now" with piano.he just two year older than me he's 15 and i'm 13 hahahaha *rofl* and i don't know why i just love him.But for me JUSTIN BIEBER is just for fun. my real love is of course my lovely TAYLOR DANIEL LAUTNER :D he was so handsome and you have to see his abs goshhhhh he just soooooooooooooooooooo handsome and i think he is *kissable* :x hahahahahaha.this is his picture

cool isn't it?

honestly i have manymanymanymany picture of my boyf TAYLOR DANIEL LAUTNER but i'm toooooooooo lazy to upload the picture hahahahahahaha

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title: shared
date: Friday, August 21, 2009
time:9:07 PM
heyya i just wanna tell you about my freakylittledumbass life ok let's get it started shall we?
my friend ayu was celebrating her birthday on thursday not that celebrating,just with faker,she was "di ceplokin" you know lah ya it was fuuuuuuuuuun she smell like egg veryveryvery "amis" eww hummmmm and did ya know?we already made plan from wednesday,the plan is we compete against ayu we said that she tell to everyone the secret of faker hahahahahahaha lol very funny she cry like 3 times i think we saperate faker into 2 group the angel and the devil,the angel is gita kojeng amel siti the devil is me shinta syifa and chanty,the devil is who angry with ayu and the angel is who protect ayu from the devil (or whatever),when we said "happy bhirtday ayu"she was crying and we hug her and said "sorry" then we gift the present that we bought on wednesday it was a very cute mr teddy we name it homcekbrek mmk ayucang hahahahahaha,fyi on thursday my mom also having her 42 or 43 birthday(i really forgot) no one at my family said happy bithday to her(poooooooooor mommy)until night my mommy's face already flip into 17 part hahahahaha just kidding and when my daddy arrived at home and finished take a bath we sang happy birthday and gave present to my lovely mommy and ofcourse she was suprise.
Yesterday i went to teraskota because shinta ask me to come,ayu text me and ask did i go to teraskota i said yes so we made plan,the plan is i went to salon gita with 'ojek' and i wait for ayu and then we went to school together and went to teraskota with selley but then my mommy said "why don't you come with me" and i said ok but my mommy still not taking bath yet -,- sooooooooooooooooooooo i wait for her finnaly i went to salon gita with my mom and my sis bro ayu is already there from i don't know maybe for 25 minutes and we went to teraskota together we saw selley and we wait for shinta and we met ririiiiiiiiiiiiiiii hahahahahahaaaaw hmmm then we watched the proposal it was so funny *lol* but there was "apung"and i hate it we took afew picture i'll upload later or never i'm so lazy to do that just wait for shinta to do that *rofl* then we went down to first level we meet dhika rangga boma alvin,i almost had heart attact when i saw dhika's hair it was soooooooooooooooo wierdo,watdepak with his hair geez gosh then he went to 3 level i don't know what he doing up there i don't really care and i walked to d'cost with riri and friend when we arrived there d'cost was closed what the hell is goin' on?shit-,- so we went back to teraskota walked ofcourse then i went home with kucang.

fyi i skip alot of things in this posted because i'm lazy to type,you know who i am always lazy all the time BYEEEEEEEEE

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title: what ever
date: Tuesday, August 18, 2009
time:3:28 AM
hai blogzyyyyyyyy today was sooooooooo cisikwe day,first i'm fasting and that is make me wanna die,second ms.atira gave me homework and that homework was fuckin hard,third i realize my friend,A girl have a biiiiiiiiiiiiiig problem about her friend and her crush,this is how the story goes..
my friend A girl had a ex boyfriend his name was A boy, and this A boy had a new girlfriend P girl,they been together for a few month,after that few month they BREAK UP this A boy was no longer love P girl but P girl still love him,idk what was in her mind but that must be something creepy and shellfish,P girl know that A boy love A girl which is her bestfriend,P girl know that A girl also love A boy but she just can take that situation so P girl make her own situation she blame A girl idkw it's just sooooooooooooooooo fuckin sad,that's all about P girl i want to told you about A girl, she was vert kind smart beautifull girl (no doubt i like her,much) she always do everything with thingking about how people will feel if she do that (this one of her character that i HATE!) i can see clearly that she still love A boy very much but she don't want that feel inside her she always said"how about P girl?how about P girl feel about this?P girl will hurt" and another axcuses that i hate she never thing about her own feeling -,- did you realize when P girl and A boy was get along together P girl never thing about how did you feel about her and A boy that's why she don't know that you crying for her and A boy (totally fuckin stupid) fyi A boy and A girl already have same feeling the only problem is P girl yeah i know that makes me "kesel" you know? yayayayaya

Quote of the moment

If you love someone
let it go
If he turn back
he's always yours
If he doesn't
He's never yours


i have message for A girl:

"You already let him go,and finally he turn back so this is the time for you to enjoy your love life with him,never think about P girl's feeling because this is about how you feel"

i have message for P girl too:

"You have to leave your past behind so no one get hurt also yourself,keep moving forward"

i also have message for A boy:

"Stop play with girls,you have to pick one and take care of her,don't be such a jerk"

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